Weekends

Weekends are the most amazing thing ever. Especially when you can spend time with the ones you love over the weekend. Brittany came down this weekend and we had a full day Saturday. For the first time we went to the temple together. We went to the Provo temple and we now have nicknamed it the Birthday Cake temple. This temple will forever hold a memory and lasting moment in my mind. I can't describe the feelings that were felt there.

We went golfing and Brittany did amazing. She was a little afraid at first but, being the fast learner she is, she learned to hit that ball over thirty feet! Wait to go Brittany.

We went to Fox Hollow and it was a perfect and sunny day golfing with one of my best friends.

Look at how beautiful she is!

Before golfing I painted Brittanys nails. We actually took it all off because it didn't look to good :)

I love spending time with my best friend. It's so important the time that we spend together and every moment that I see her. We can talk, laugh, and be our true selves around each other and I love it. We communicate so much and things just seem to flow and work out so well. What an incredible feeling to have such an amazing and wonderful friend in my life.

Simplicity

I love how simple the love that Brittany and I have. It's so beautiful. I'm really hoping this weekend that I take a lot of pictures because I want to have some pictures of Brittany and I having a blast. I'm so excited because I planned golfing, movies, dinner, lunch, and relaxation time. Wink, wink. Haha but the hardest part is getting these plans all together. I hope that they all come through. If my parents don't interrupt then this will be a perfect day. I'm super excited to see Brittany this weekend. It will be super fun.

Oh and to add on top of today, I got free movie tickets, two pairs of brand new shoes, just for beating Brenton at ping pong. How nice of my brother. He just kept playing and betting stuff and I didn't lose so now he owes me all this stuff. I think I see why the church says we shouldn't gamble.

I'm beginning really hard to work on my savings. I'm going to tell Brittany about my plan this weekend. Basically, every dime and every penny I see that day before 6:00 I go and take it to the bank and deposit it. A penny on the street or a dime on the floor. Anything. I opened up a new savings account just to start from today and see how much I can put into it before my mission. My first plan was to put 10,000 dollars into it. That wasn't a realistic goal, but I believe I can get it to 6000-7000 before my missions and with interest on it by the end of 2013 I should have around 10,000. I'm super excited for the future. I'm preparing Brittany. I love you so much. Sleep well tonight.

Pictures

Here is my post to keep you updated on the life of these two amazing lovers.

I love this girl so very much, I've been on Skype with her all night, and it's been a blast. I'm so excited because she is coming this weekend. 

Two Lovely People

Brittany and I are having the most perfect relationship that anyone could ask for. I'm crazy about her and would do anything for her. It's 12:00 at night and I just played two hours of basketball, and I already feel like a husband to her. She said she loves reading my blog everyday when I post something so that is what I am going to try to do. Brittany, your love for me is shown in everything you do.

This past weekend was so memorable to. Brittany had to go out of her comfort zone a little but in the end she truly loved it. I wanted Brittany to feel my everlasting love for her. On Sunday, this love I showed was so wonderful. I massaged the beautiful, and gorgeous feet of my love Brittany. She was really uncomfortable at first with it, but I gave her some time, and in the end I know she loved it. It was nice to know that I could come up to Idaho, after Brittany walked around all week, going to classes and whatever else, and being able to make her feel better. She said the comment to me, you're spoiling me, and yes that's exactly what I mean to do. I want to make this girl feel like a princess everyday of her life. She deserve's it and I love her that much that I would do anything for her.

On top of massaging her feet I also tweezed her eyebrows. That last sentence sounded kind of weird. Oh well! I'm so grateful for my mom, who truly has taught me so much about life and my father who gives me such a great example to treat women. It truly helps me in my daily life, and the things I do for others. I want Brittany, to know that I will always give my all to her. My heart is hers. I'm in love with this girl.

So today, before I went to play basketball, I was long boarding over to the church and this little old lady was putting mulch on her driveway from a trailer that was full. It was right when I saw her that I knew what I was suppose to do. I went over to the church and grabbed Regan before we went and played basketball, and we helped her out. It took about 30 minutes, and it truly made me feel so much better. What would have taken her probably two hours by herself, only took 2 hours. What an amazing thing to be able to help others. This is what my mission is going to be all about. Helping others. I had such a good feeling after that experience tonight. I'm so grateful to be alive in this day in age, to be an instrument in the hand of God.

Moments In Time

I'm in love with Brittany Elaine Kerr. I've found the girl I want to spend eternity with. She makes me strong and we make each other strong. I can't even begin to tell you how amazing it is. We can and are planning on doing everything together. She makes my life easier and more splendid than I can ever remember. Everything she does is awesome. We spent the most amazing weekend together up where she is going to school. We spent literally almost every minute together. It's crazy how much we hung out. I love her so much and don't want to be with anyone else.

We spent our weekend together, in each others arms, at the park, and at the temple of our God, our loving Heavenly Father. On Saturday I went to the temple with my roommate Bryce and then we went and ate at the crossroads. I ate a Bacon Cheeseburger sandwich. After I went and played basketball. It was fun. I had a great time. I headed over to Brittany's apartment and we had a fun time. We went on a walk to the dollar store and bought a frisbee. We headed to over to park and had a good talk. I can't explain how I feel about this girl.  I don't want to write everything about the weekend here, but I have this feeling Brittany will be reading my journal very soon. 

My Love is Growing

What an amazing weekend. This weekend could have not been any more perfect or beautiful. Brittany Elaine Kerr, my best friend, my love, and my love. I can't tell you in words how my love for you strengthened more than anything. The times we spent together laughing and crying and thinking, tell me and remind me more and more each and everyday, that my love for her is pure. It truly is one of the most amazing things in my life. I want her to know that I am going to marry her. I hope that she knows that I want to make her the happiest girl in the world. More than anything. I can't describe in words my love for her. Oh my, this relationship is going to last forever. On Friday Brittany and I spent the night together. We went and ate at this Hispanic place in Rexburg. It was really nice and then we went and "watched" Happy Gilmore. I love the way that Brittany and I communicate. It's so romantic and amazing. I can't believe how much our love is growing each and every day. It's so beautiful to see. From this day forward I truly want to do everything and put my all into this relationship. I want to talk tocares, my worries, my joys, my love, and everything. Wow I'm so excited for the future. I'm excited to serve my mission, so that I can become a better husband and a better father to my wife and my future family. It's amazing how much we will do for those that we love. I would do anything for Brittany if she asked. Our love grows and as it grows, the happier we become. Brittany, I'm not letting go.

Full Day

Today was a great and amazing day. I was able to get a lot accomplished at Cold Stone. It was nice to be able to talk to Brittany for a little while, but customers kept coming in. I'm tired, Brittanys right, I'll write more tomorrow morning.

Longboarding

Recently I have been doing a lot of longboarding and it's been such a blast. I love it so much. I can't even explain. Today we lost a longboard in the water. It was terrible because it now costs 200 dollars to replace but you know. Life goes on. I'm so excited, for everything in my life. Life is Grand.

Decisions

Why is it that decisions we make in our lives are so hard? Sometimes we feel that if we make the wrong decisions, we can break a heart, or ruin a relationship. It stinks to know, but what if we make the wrong decision. We already know that we will make wrong decisions, but how do we know that we can get back up from it.

Tonight I talked with Brittany about some great and important things. How do I know that after serving my mission for two years I am going to be in love. Will this love last like I want it to? I don't know the answers. Something that has been bugging me lately is my priorities. I have been worrying so much about relationships and things, that I don't even know why. I HAVE A MISSION. It's hard to say but, I shouldn't be stressing myself out. I don't know why I do it either. It's like, Brandon, wake up, you have a mission. I don't know what to do. Brittany is a person I love so much, but what if that love changes? What if I like other girls? Will I break her heart? Will she hate me forever? I mean, we aren't married or anything but what does that make me look like? I've never been the kind of guy, nor ever will be, to be the one to "Fill My Canteen" before my mission. Those I date I care about. They are really nice people and mean a lot to me. I've noticed a lot of different ways people "date" in their lives. Dating exclusively, dating anonymous.  Which is the right way? My mom lately has that she raised us without a handbook. She raised us to be who we were meant to be and how she felt about us. Is that how we should treat dating? Doing our best. You know Brittany and I are having a great relationship, but I'm wondering if we treat it to much like adults and if that is what's causing me stress? Should we be dating steady. I hate to say this but am I old enough to handle this? Was the strength of youth pamphlet made for us? Well duh, of course it was but how do we apply it to our lives. These are a few of the recent decisions I have had to make in my life. Stressful huh?

I Will

I wil be strong
I will go on
I will move on
I will be strong

I'll do what I must
I'll gain all the trust
To make a plan
and follow one man

My saviors knows
Me by the heart
I'll preach his word
and do muy part.

I'm Up

It's 1:40! Time for bed!

I can't get this girl off of my mind. It is now 12:11 and it's like I can't go to sleep without talking to Brittany. Something about her makes me more powerful and able to do things. I want to know what that is. She drives me to become a perfect person. We talk about the moat funniest things ever and just laugh at each others. We're growing and I love it.

Today I got a lot of things accomplished at cold stone. I had to put the order away and it took a long time. I got all of that accomplished though. I also made all of the ice cream. Tomorrow I have to finish the rest of all the cakes for the weekend so I can hang out with Brittany. I'm so excited for her to come down. It will be nice to see her and just talk for hours and hours. Theres no one I like to talk with as much as Brittany. We have such a fun time talking and laughing and everything that we do is super fine. Life is grand, life is great.

I just felt amazing after thinking about, the movie goal and the movie the pursuit of happiness.

A Time for Us

There will be a time when we can all truly have what we want and keep it, if we are doing what's right. This morning was exciting. I was able to wake up and go on a run. I had fun, running 2 miles and then I came home. I cut my hair so now it is nice and short. After I ate eggs in a basket. We headed of to Cold Stone, and I sat in the lobby reading my scriptures. It was nice seeing the sun coming out at 7:21 because it helped my scripture study. It was a beautiful day today also. You know what though I can't stop not talking about something.

Brittany Elaine Kerr

This woman makes my life so easy and wonderful. She truly makes my world turn round. Every minute, every second I get closer to her, knowing that our love is growing in a way I have never seen before. We teach each other, help each other grow, and learn together. You know my mom always told me to marry up and I always took that for granted. I think I found that someone that I would love to marry because they have such a positive influence on me. Whoa, it's just a great time to be alive.

Tonight at singles ward we played 9 square and I was able to meet some new people. I met Heath, Megan, Jenny, Connor, and an old friend of mine, Tony. He just got back from his mission in Canada. It was so much fun and they loved the laughter and fun that I brought to the ward. I was super excited. We finished up and Jenny, Tony, Connor and I went to Cold Stone and got Ice Cream. That was my day, thinking of all the wonderful things and people Heavenly Father has blessed me with in my life.

One On One

Haha this title, has so much meaning to me. How important is it to be able to have conversations with those you love most about what is most important. It's nice to be able to communicate and show people the things that you love and the way that you are. My dad this week showed us this funny video about Homemade Breast Implants. Basically I thought it was the funniest thing in the whole entire world.

It seriously is one of the funniest stand up comedies that I have ever seen. 

You know, I've been able to do a lot of thinking lately. It's been really amazing week this past week. It was my last week of preparation for the future ahead. I'm prepared to do what I need to do. I basically planned everything out. At first my list looked like this of goals I wanted to accomplish.

Now though I have figured out what my main goals are, thanks to my amazing friend and lover Brittany who has made my life happier day by day, just by teaching me how to be a better person. She truly inspires me to get things done. She is so beautiful and an amazing and wonderful person. I'm truly blessed to have her in my life. I want to get a lot of things accomplished before my mission and she has helped me in so many ways to get those things done.

Mount Timpanogos Temple

On Tuesday night I was able to go to the most sacred spot on the earth today- the temple. I can't even begin to describe what an amazing experience that was for me. I learned so much and was able to be closer to my Father in Heaven. I can't tell you what an amazing feeling is there, and it's so sweet! You know it's nice to know that in the temple we can have one on one time with our Father in Heaven. I want to become closer to him and learn the things that he wants to teach me, day by day. I have seen his hand in my life, but I want to see it everyday. Everywhere I walk, where I talk, and where I stand. I truly am blessed to be able to be born into a home with parents who truly, beyond a doubt, love the Lord. My family is such a great example to me. They teach me how to do whats right and where to be and how to do things. I'm so grateful that my Father in Heaven knows what I need. I want to be able to receive everything I need so that I can give all of it back to my Father in Heaven. This is who I am. I am a Child of God. He loves me and I love him. I will always stand as a witness of God at all times and in all things and at all places.