Whoa how amazing is life when you are living right! It's such a blessing to be loved and to know that you can love. My life is such a blast right now. There's this person named Brittany Kerr who makes my life go round and round. We hang out on weekends and study by the week. I mean it's like she's my greatest friend ever. I can't even begin to describe how amazing it is being able to hang out. This past weekend, Brittany and I, after having 15 other people bail out, went to the Holi Festival of Colors
It was such a blast being able to be with here all weekend. We watched the movie takers the previous night. I worked Saturday night, while Brittany went to the Young Women's Broadcast saturday night. It was so much fun seeing her so happy when she got done talking to my mom and Sister Weller about the night's experience. She learned a lot about me and I am not sure whether that is a good thing or a bad thing. Maybe at some point I'll find out but for now that's fine with me. I'm happy and that's all that matters. My plan is to write in my Blog day by day from now on. This is my goal, written down.
This weekend I took a trip with Brittany to her home town of Tricities Washington. It was a relief from the world. I took refuge in their humble abode. We had a great time being together and hanging out. I couldn't even begin to describe to you how much fun it was. We had a blast being together. I love her family, they are amazing people
Thursday, March 17, 2011
We are blinded by our passions in our every day lives. We must learn to bridle our passions. If we can't learn to control our thoughts and our emotions then we will be blind in this life. Life is a lot better to go through when you are not blind and you can see the road ahead. I believe that we must be able to let go of things no matter how hard it is to. That's why I write. To be able to make goals and bridle our passions we must write them down. A goal is not a goal until it is written down. I believe that with all my heart. It's now in my life that I have to go through with those decisions and understand that it's for the best even if it causes grief and pain. Our lord, Christ went through all the pain we had and we must realize that we are not alone.
What's in a promise? Is it something that you can keep? Can it be kept forever?
I have come to a big decision in my life of what I know to be right and what I want to be right. I want to live the gospel of Jesus Christ to it's fullest. I am a Son of God.
Life is a river, a river that sometimes we can't handle at times, but we know we can get through. I have never and don't ever want to hurt anyone or break anyones heart. Life isn't easy for me at all. I've made plans and have ideas that I want to live up to. I've been able to stand up after all of my choices that I've made. Today, more than ever, I must learn to stand up. It seems nearly impossible but I know what I must do. More than ever I know what it means to truly love someone. Sometimes, I feel, in life we have to push the things that we hold most dear away. No matter how hard it seems, the Savior is there to re-assure me that what I am doing is right, even though it seems nearly impossible. I'm sorry for any heartache I've caused to anyone in the world and especially to someone who is so important in my life right now. I'm learning to be strong by the decisions I am making and though that trust can't be there, it can still be built up again. Life is a journey. We meet amazing and incredible people. They go in and out of our lives in instances, almost like a blink of an eye. We must understand that in the end, all we hope for more than anything is they will return. I speak in riddles a lot but I hope that I can explain myself the best that I can. If that special someone is out there reading this I hope they know something. No matter how hard I push you away, I still care and love you so much. That's all I can say for myself. I'm preparing to serve a mission. I'm ready to be the lords for two years and serve him with all my mind, might, and soul.
